A secret makes a woman woman

really wanna go home..
deeply knowing the feeling of being disturbed
no private, and can't do what u wanna do...

because of the gas leak,
the area and the building i live is cordoned off by police from Wednesday afternoon...
dont know when it will be reopened.. 

this afternoon,
the policeman who is garding there
told me that
it might be reopened on Sunday.. just MIGHT be..

oh, dear!
i really wanna go home and take a big rest 
and then firely working on the assignments and dissertation..

since came back from Netherlands, I caught a serious cold..
so sick...
fell so tired.. mentally and physically... 

wanna go home...
dont wanna to disturb anyone no matter how close we are

just want to be alone
and calm my thoughts down..